Sunday, August 30, 2009

Bringin It Back

My rhyme'n ain't so tight
Da words don't flow right
Losin my feel da touch
Haven't listen ta da music much
Hurr I go bay bay
Imma do what you say
Hold you tease you
Anything you want boo
You know it ain't a game
But I'll play anything you name
Need ta slow down da beat
We startin ta bring da heat
I'm gettin da flow
Tellin me what i wanna know
Skin tight
Holdin all night
Fall asleep ta da sound of your heart
Dat was my favorite part

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Given

How much can you give till it's all given away?
What words haven't you used to tell what you have to say?
Every word every line filled with emotion.
Growing and soaking in passion.
I don't understand why your still alone.
Given your words, heart, your every bone.
Nothing negative leaves your lips.
How many days can pass till your body rips?
Tearing you inside out without physically touching.
Standing empty handed holding nothing.
Love is difficult in this game of life.
Keep playing one day you'll win put down the knife.
It's hard and unwanted this pain you feel.
You've never known love so real.
But what's not meant to be is for someone else.
You have to be strong and fend for yourself.
It's not the path you want to venture down.
See with your eyes because it's silent no sound.
Maybe it will turn 180 degrees.
You'll never know when your body is at freeze.
So keep walking, listening, and seeing.
Eventually you'll come to what will end up being.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Piecing Together Lyrics

And I'll borrow words from all my favorite paragraphs
To write a ballad while we say the things
we hope would mean the most to me. Mayday parade
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams. Lonestar
I woke up this morning
with this feeling inside me, that I can't explain. Rascal Flatts
I wanna show you everything inside of me,
Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating. Colbie Caillat
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. The Goo Goo Dolls
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you. Kanye West
We had our first words
first argument, gotta let it go
cuz it could possibly affect what our future holds. Akon
I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away. Amy Lee & Seether
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for y ou through it all. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Fall into these arms of mine
I'll catch you every time you fall. Clay Walker
If you reach deep inside you'll see my heart is true. 12 stones
And I know what they say
About all good things
Will they come to an end. Saving Abel
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all. Skillet
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into. Lifehouse
Asking questions like you already know
we're fighting this war, baby when both of us are losing. Ne-Yo
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away. Paramore
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselfs? Switchfoot
Everything's so blurry, and everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty, and everything is so messed up. Puddle of Mudd
I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Want this plot to twist
I've had enough mystery. Jack Johnson
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know. Taylor Swift
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we? No Doubt
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory. Sugarcult
All we know is distance
We're close and then we run
Kiss away the difference. The Fray
Cold, but I'm still here.
Blind, 'cause I'm so blind.
Say never, we're far from comfortable this time. Evans Blue
I'll be just fine pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got. The Used
And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say. The Pussycat Dolls
I'll never find my heart
Behind someone else. 3 Doors Down
It's not a bird, not a plane, it's my heart and it's going gone away. Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson
Too later, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you. Mayday Parade
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long, long, long, long way to happy, yeah. P!nk
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time. Leona Lewis
This is so difficult for the both of us
I know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us
Well it's more than a shame that we lost to this game. The Spill Canvas














Friday, August 21, 2009

Bright Stars

Where would I be without the few
one's so genuine and true
That help keep me strong
when things seem wrong
Alleviate the confusion and pain
they're here keeping me sane
They can be so far away
in my heart's where they stay
Knowing my deepest secrets
can tell when I'm at my weakest
Accepting who I am and nothing less
even when im a destructional mess
I love these people you know who you are
keep on shining I look up to you my bright star.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Strength Passion Determination

Personal affair in solitude
Noone would seem to understand
Face to the pillow drowning the sobs
Body longs to be held for comfort
Falling tears wet then dry
Recollections from times previous
The emptiness settled in
The heart throbbed one pulse
Sounds and emotions amplified
A voice breaking through distraction
Strength leads onward toward desires
Passion captivates significance
Determination to supplement life
Releasing that which does not support
One pessimist vs. multiple optimist
Advance to untouched territory
Learn and live something sublime
Deserved without exception
Single standing not alone
Guidance to endure complex decision
Strenght Passion Determination

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Pictures

Pictures cross through my mind
I don't know where I stand
But its no where near here
A swift flash of blurriness

In the future searching to find
High in the mountains or at sea level sand
Long black road I let my car steer
Mine is as good as anyones guess

Feel as if I've been put on hold
With no one to blame but myself
Now wanting to further progress
But the direction to go unknown

To this small town I've started to mold
Handing out drugs to improve someones health
So comfortable I don't even stress
Months to days to hours to minutes flown

The clock has ticked and ticked
DING don't sit back and wait
Have to make something happen
It's not going to come to me easy

Thought of mind finally fixed
Might not be forever but at any rate
It's better than never been
GET WITH IT BUSY BUSY!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Come Your Way

When you care about someone there are things you express
You don't ramble on in few words
They should have meaning and feelings
Tuck deep inside that's special
Something different than nothing
Being played with in confusion
Not knowing the standing
Now it matters but later
It's just a piece of what put you where you are
Learn from the good and bad
What was taken away can be replaced
Time, openness, and will
First it's hard but you gain dignity
Let go of what wasn't meant to be
Allow for something wonderful
It will come your way
One day it will come your way
Be patient it will come you way

All That Was Not

Clouds filling the light blue sky,
I lay in the grass wondering why.
Why yesterday left so fast,
and today never seems to pass.
With all this time on my hands,
laying here consumes my plans.
What's left to do,
I want nothing without you.
But without you i grow stronger,
and dream like I did when i was younger.
These dreams I will persue,
with all this support except from you.
The people standing behind not letting me fall,
keep telling me be strong give it your all.
One day I'll come back to this exact spot,
lay in the grass and be thankful for all that was not.
And what I have accomplished and become,
my heart my body now not feeling so numb.