Spoken

My face has shown anger
It has turned to a frown
In small space I seem to linger
Beginning to bring my mood down
When I know I need to smile
Realize it could be worse
It only has to last a while
Let my life continue on the course
One day I'll De Ja Vu some dream
Make sure my eyes are open to see
That this is real not just what it seems
It's more in color and smell to me
If I can feel happiness or pain
I'm alive and mostly sane
Knowing the textures will never remain
The same to what I can name
The pictures yet blurry at this time
Still coming to focus in my mind
I'll tell of them on day in a rhyme
Just waiting for that day that I will find
Through the tears that seep
And that of my heart beat
To the music in my ears
Even if alone and free is a fear
Comfort zone broken
My body, mind, heart has spoken